photo from jer.. he took this when he went bangkok.. the sunflowers nice right??



i like the pandas!! so cute right.. from the MTM skincare ads..



gathering with some of my ex-colleagues from notebook loans team at swensens.. after dinner, ice-cream!! should see how we fought for the ice-cream when it came.. and we left the yucky green pistachio almond for azzlina & uncle ryan.. haha.. frm left: mingui, gabriel, fabian & keewee..



why got spoon sticking out from my head? with MG..



our 2nd dessert.. apple crumble!! all can't wait to attack..



lin & uncle quite lugi cos they kept working on the project while the rest of us gluttons were eating away.. maha busy talking on the phone..



foodbuddies! me and gabe..



all busy eating..



foodbuddy1..



foodbuddy2, me.. must do same pose..



and they were still doing the gowns project.. aiii.. no more dessert liao lor.. ryan in charge of the nus graduation gown system for his FYP.. so i'll be the 1st batch using his system if i graduate by this sem.. lin is co-op staff in charge of gowns..



finally he got to eat the crumbs we left for him.. i had to take a break..



the whole group..



my bro tian & ken.. he went simlim to help my bro choose a hard disk..



im his elder sis! why ppl keep saying im the younger one??


okay going for my lec.. 4pm.. today doing physics.. ahh.....

the very "special" calendar steff made.. gave one each to me and glads.. so cool!! hahaha.. and a cute postcard as well.. thanks babe!


my sci lec is driving me nuts.. these 2 weeks have been so much chem + bio.. and the physics component haven come yet lor.. never touched bio before and ive long returned chemistry to the 1 teacher dat gave up on me..

phospholipids, polypeptide chains, triglycerids, haworth projection.. WT?!?

im learning from scratch and its really not easy.. brain switches off halfway during lec cos its too fast for me to understand.. guess i have to spend more time studying it during my free time with kenny's help of cos.. taking this mod with him and he's breezing through it lor cos he's a trip-sci student in jc and now doing lifesci..

and he so yaya can, always tell me things even b4 the lecturer says it.. "this is a peptide bond... blahblah.. that is a kink.." and then smile at me when the lecturer finally teaches it later.. *pui* horrible you!!! urgh..

got 11 quizzes, 1 each lec.. actually 10 but some ppl go email prof abt missing 1 lec due to them travelling during CNY period so worried will affect their CA.. then now he add 1 more quiz and say will take our best 10 scores.. so its ok to miss 1.. but now got 1 extra quiz lor..

1st quiz was pretty easy, and somemore its MCQ, open book and can discuss one so i can talk to kenny during the test and argue if the answer is B or D.. eh but he gave 1 wrong answer, lucky i discovered the trick to the question & told him to change answer otherwise we got 4/5 liao.. See? i also can do it k.. =P dun belittle me ahh.. haha..


been hearing lotsa "stories" of ppl ard me.. some sweet, some amusing and some really sad..


sometimes it bewilders me how love really blinds.. its not determined by how high ur IQ or SAT or even GRE scores may be, cos it seems that even a highly intelligent person can be downright foolish in relationship.. but then again, who aint?

many a times, we ourselves do silly things which r beyond comprehensibility.. i myself included.. and we give chances, take chances.. which human being's infallible? but on a personal level, i wun tolerate anyone who physically abuse his partner in any way.. quarrels r inevitable, occasional raising of voices and shouting matches maybe.. but not any form of verbal abuse like hurling of expletives, slapping, punching, shoving or actions which hints at hostility.

i dunno why but tears juz welled up when i heard that and a dull pain ached in my heart.. i felt so sad for her and it really hurt for me to know how she was treated.. i do know how much she loves him.. i dun deny that he loves her alot too but if i were her, i'll be long out of his life cos i think a guy who can't control his temper is really scary.. and he might be capable of even scarier things in future..


maybe its cos ive seen and heard too much of these cases within the family.. if there's once, there will always be a second time.. over-generalisation it may seem, but i dun think this assumption is undue..

i know my dad din exactly grow up to be a mild-tempered person, and ive heard about how he "managed" his anger when he was younger.. but never have i once seen him raise his voice or hand at my mummy.. their quarrels r restricted to the hostile exchanges of words, their sulky faces and probably a few days of cold war(dat only happened like once from wat i can remember)..he changed and mellowed so much ever since he got married and had us..in this aspect, i admire him.. and i admire the love they have for each other..


ultimately, its still up to the individual how u want ur relationship to be like.. i dun believe when i hear ppl say dat their temper was beyond their own control or dat the other party deserved to be hit.. its really ur own choice..


to hang on or to walk away? it really takes immense courage to choose between the 2.. and being an outsider, im in no position to say anything..



though its hard to understand, i still respect ur choice.. i just hope that that would be the last time it happens.. from the bottom of my heart, i wish u all the best dearest..



which brings me to this.. even if i dun say it out,



i thank you for being in my life. =)

ok i posted all the backlogged photos liao!!

finally.. ahh.. anyways i seriously need to finish springcleaning my room by next week cos ive been procrastinating for so long.. shall start with my clothes then books.. cos these r the major things crowding my room.. hehs..

ok la enjoy the pics! i lugged my camera ard while clubbing so i can take pics to post for u to see lor.. =P




on a totally irrelevant note, i really dun like it when ppl put themselves down or think of themselves as less than worthy..

esp if u r my fren or family, it puts alot of stress on me to hear that.. and it can really upset me..


anyways, i think i stayed up late enuff, nights all!

all my tops.. only the tops cos i separated them from the bottoms.. i dun have alot of clothes la.. got alot of old stuff that dun fit anymore or cannot be worn liao.. time to throw out stuff.. think can donate to the salvation army.. then can make space.. haha..

my "bag prison".. or so kenny calls it.. i still use them ok!

no space for some of my tops so either folded and placed on the middle level or in my small cupboard.. this is my "tops" wardrobe.. actually those i still wear are all in this wardrobe la.. the others r everywhere..

my "bottoms" wardrobe.. haha.. actually this was my bro's until my clothes took over his so he juz withdrew his stuff frm there into his room.. where i keep my dresses, skirts, jeans, pants, shawls and some of the thicker jackets..

another pile of my bags.. those i usually use.. haha.. i will get that sorted out as well.. and my presents frm last yr.. be it valentines', bday, x'mas.. all in the various paper bags.. really need to pack..

my jeans no space to put in the wardrobe liao.. and i decided to spare my mummy so wear each pair 2-3 times b4 washing.. those yet to be washed usually hangs here while the clean ones r squeezed into the wardrobe..

remember i said i think ive a fetish for jackets? this is the pile i was talking abt.. haha.. i will get it sorted out when i finish springcleaning k.. will take an "after" photo.. and my belts hanging there too too..

glads and i!

outside ministry of sound..

i wanted to take a pic of the 'Pure' room and kel offered to stand in it.. hehe..

this DJ's a pretty cool guy.. we took a pic wif him too..

with ken outside mos..

4 of us, our 1st time clubbing together!

with joe!

wahh.. wil looks happy with 2 girls by his side.. hiaks..

me and glads! she prefers without flash cos not so harsh but quit dark ehh..

joe, take a proper photo pls.. =P

wat's wil and kel doing??

the guys..

glads and mua.. then the bouncer came over to say " can only seat 1" and she said " But we very light only wat!".. hahaha..

wat's wilson doing?

kel and his fren..

them dancing in the retro room.. dunno wat its called.. maybe juz Retro? look at joe so high..

wanted to take a photo wif ken & joe but i think i actually wanted to take of myself la.. hahah..

3 of us.. can see all 3 faces liao.. b4 joe left to go bowl..his head got chopped off though..

i like this shot! i took it and i think it looks real good.. looked as though kel danced till his soul left his body momentarily.. haha..

glads and wil..

hair so messy.. on the podium.. haha.. yah the whole group went up to dance for the fun of it.. did wilson know that his photo was to be taken? he's looking straight at it!

standing ard.. catching up.. haha..

wat were we looking at?

still got queues outside when we left lor.. no wonder ppl called it the "ministry of Queues"..

ehh cannot i very tired liao, just finished printing my stuff and can go sleep.. printer gave me alot of probs.. urgh.. shall post 1 photo of us at MOS and leave the rest to another day k?

taking a breather outside.. away from the noise, crowd and the smoke.. *coughs*.. quite a nice shot eh? like the effect of us sitting there and the world passing by..

taken when i went out wif xin b4 meeting the rest to go club.. MS toilet i think.. haha..i chose the earrings for her the last time we went shopping, and her first time wearing.. nice!